Solitude

I am scared of solitude. That is whn d wounds of the past draw blood from the heart n gets back to life.

To the unknown

i lost a battle to someone whom i dont know, havent even seen once but one thing i know is dat he is lucky. I know dat i am the loser n i bow out graciously. But let me tell u friend dat i am really really jealous of you and also let me mention that i aslo planned to kill u if i get a chance to meet u. I know i had been so naive.Now i perfectly understand that there r some things that cannot b obtained even if we dive deep into it.

i bow out graciously. i know u wont see this but deep down from my heart i wish u all the best and a happy life. May god bless u n my prayers.....

Aug 29 - Oct 28/2011

I was dreaming... A dream that lasted for two months. Woke up today only. When i woke up i was breathing heavily and also felt a chill all through my body. But i couldnt find what was causing it. I looked at the mirror. I saw me altogether different, pale,lifeless... Just then i realised that my shirt was getting wet. In fact i was bleeding profusely. I removed my shirt and looked carefully and I saw something missing from my body. A big hole deep into my chest with a dagger and my heart missing from my bosom and lying scattered on the floor like pieces of glass.